"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years."-Abraham Lincoln

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Lost

7:22

i made a decision today. i thought my best friend was suicidal. she was talking so depressed, more than i had ever heard from her, so i texted her cousin who has been her long time confidant. she was shocked but asked to see the messages so i sent it to her and she said she would talk to their grandma about it. i thought whew! i had helped her. what i didn't know was the parents had been fighting and now the cousin's family wants to put her in the hospital! i didn't mean for that to happen. i thought maybe she would know what to say more than me. i feel horrible. did i do the right thing? i thought i was but now i'm not so sure. i couldn't of seen this coming, not at all. i thought my heart was in the right spot. i mean she's attempted suicide before so i thought i was preventive. maybe i shouldn't of said anything. i'm so confused!

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